Tuesday, July 24, 2007
boo hoo hoo
At last, i return back to school! I'm still sick but i could stand the pain at the moment. So no harm going back to school. This week, i CANNOT and MUST NOT take any MC. Because prelims starts next week on Monday. GOSH! I've to put my mind and focus on my books and not him. So i've to try hard to switch my main focus on my books. I've got to make books part of my fav stuff. BUT i doubt it will success. HAHAS! I couldn't wait till next week on Monday. Not because on that day my prelim starts but jay is at the welcoming party! WEE! Jay Chou! Jay Chou! Jay Jay Jay! Hahas! I know i'm totally crazy about him but lalalas, so what! Hahas. It's me. I'm just so crazy over jay chou and trying making myself and my life happier and brighter? Does being hyper a crime? Does it kill anyone? Does the law states that no one could be hyper? NO! It don't! Hahas! Okies, i think it's getting way to over. So i'll put a stop to it now. =))I miss my classmates extra extra lots except for 1 particular girl which i can't bring myself to treat her and per normal or what. The HATE is still in it! It just seems to grow even worse then ever. And you seems to be the first person who make me hate you so much! But that didn't bug my life. I don't even give a dam on you. I still have my life which i want to make is wonderful but i doubt it will without the him. But i guess friends, darlings, brothers, sisters, step daughter and wife would make my life just fine. With you my life will be dam wonderful but guess it won't come true. But i still wish and hope it will. Hahas!
Today, i hate my wife(carrie) BUT i still love her as much as ever. Just hate her for spelling my name wrongly. Hahas! My wife is as blur as me. She really got to study her maths ( time) well. Count also count wrongly. Hahas! But that make her funny i guess. Hahas! Can't stop laughing at her. But i promise i won't laugh at you about this tomorrow. HAHAS!
Kenny's birthday is coming and he told us that we could share money to buy him a present. Hahas! He so think skin! Even ask for present so many time! Some more still give some idea on what to get for him! Hahas! Gonna get him something healthy which is bananna! Hahas! JOKING! I really have no idea what to get for him and i'm totally broke! Or maybe i should act blur and take it as i don't even know his birthday is coming or act as if i've forgotten about it. Hahas! I feel kinda evil! Hahas! Some more Natasha's birthday is on the same date and day as Kenny! ARGH! I'm BROKE!
Should i or shoudn't i play audi? Hahas! Felt like playing it again but sometime it's kinda boring! Some more if no audi money, cannot shop then ever more bored! But Xinwen say he will see how much he have and he'll give me an item! Hahas! So i've to crack my brain and think. Brainstroming! Hahas!
Mind full of him but there isn't anything i could do. All i know is that he don't bother about me. SIGH! I miss, love, think and dream of him. I'm all about him! Hahas! =DDD
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